2009

It has been months and I am not counting. Apologise is on my side, I have loads of agenda to face and settle.

Within few unconscious blinks, 2008 is over and 2009 is here. Did you managed to complete your 2008 resolution? Well, neither do I although I did manage to gain something else.

2008 is the year I totally neglect my self. I skipped all my beauty regime, neglect my body, eat whatever I want and did not hear what my heart says. To tell you the truth, the result was quite bad. I am now left with bloated, acne, dehydrated face. Have even no heart to start describing about my tresses and my body.

So my 2009 resolution would be

1. No meat, no rice. More vege and fruits
   



2. Not skipping any beauty regime
   



3. 8 glasses of water per day
   



4. And the most dreaded..excercise!

I may sounded a little different in this post. Seldom I unleashed the vain part of me but when you wake up and saw how revolting your face look like and how people glued on your bulging tummy instead of the usual glued-at-your-boobs, you know it’s that time to do something.

Maybe I left a tiny detail here. My tummy is at the same par as my boobs.

Need any more valid reason?

Last for today. Happy New Year.

The Good Looking One

Out of many, Mr. Tall was my favourite boyfriend. Reasons, he was the best looking, the fairest, the tallest and the most popular. Being with him really made me feel so worthy. The feeling is almost like walking in public wearing Blahnik with Marc Jacobs in my hand.

Every eyes will be on me and it felt good when people complimented “Oh My God, your boyfriend is so handsome!”. It did felt good, like I won some achievement award in the office and smile sheepishly as my boss present it to me.

I only felt that feeling once, because the rest that lies on the exes list were either short, stupid, loser or just average. Which was a good match for me, if we are looking on the surface. So that guy is something that I should never deserve at the first place, something that I will never have.

That relationship marked the happiest moment above all too. Since he was popular, our activities were always enjoyable, surrounded by cool people. I must have enjoyed the attention given to me back then. The only thing that I bothered me was, he asked for a blow job on our first day together. That is so typical and rubbish but I gave in somehow. Maybe because I wanted to please him. Let’s not go to the sex part. It made me wince when I think about it.

That is the thing; I really wanted to please him. Looking back, I had across the own border that I created to do nonsensical things for him. Example drove in the middle of the night, alone to see him when his house was like in some land I never went before. And I even agreed to go dutch rather than being treated like the royal highness.

If my mind were not so full of love shape, I would have seen that he was not a perfect guy for me. But the physical appearance was too blinding. Who does not want good looking partner on the first hand? I know I do.

The thing is with good looking people, they think their existence really matter. They expect people to follow their words and they can trash you whenever they want.

That what happened to me.

He did it without any falter, without any guilt, without any blink.

I am supposed to abhor him because I did not deserved getting dumped just like that but I guess I am a sucker for good looks, at the end I forgave him. Putting everything behind us.

But after this, no more good looking fella. Not that they will want to hook up with me anyway.

That one was just merely luck.

4 reasons why I read blogs

So why do I read blogs?

You might be flabbergasted but some of you might be nodding while going through the answers.

1. The blogs are laughing stock
   
   People thought everyone could blog. They carve crap and shits stuff happening in their life and some are even nonsensical. Who wants to know if you cousin’s underwear is missing or what not. Saddest point? They thought they are close to Shakespeare.




2. Nauseating entries yet I came back for more!
   
   Examples:
   
   
   • My hubby loves me, we are the best couple in the world, but sometimes when I am up in arms I am allowed to spit on his face. I like to mope and make everybody feels sorry for me because I am a hottie after all. Other than that, oui! We are the sweetest couple. Am I not the luckiest girl in the world?
   
   
   
   
   • I swear over Prada, Gucci and Hermes. Don’t get me wrong, it’s not that I disregard those who wear FOS stuff just that if you own few pairs of Bally’s and Blahnik’s, we could be BFF. I mean we fashionista should stick together right?
   
   
   
   
   • Look at me, I am PRETTY, no matter what you said, I am PRETTY. You anonymous people are just jealous because I am PRETTY.
   
   
   Till at this point, I still could not figure out why do I still read these blogs. Mystery.
   
   
   
   
3. The blogger always make my day
   
   I am not only about hatred and anger, I do savour few good bloggers and I do not mean celebrities who thought they can blog. This is ordinary people I am talking about, ordinary but appear extraordinary to me, when they hit the keypads.
   
   They make my day. More than always.




4. Entertainment!
   
   Ever heard of the feud between Xia Xue and Dawn Yang? Enough said eh.

I have more but my mind is numb. Maybe later.